September 2010
I WEAR BLK MASCARA,MY LIFE IS DRAMATIC OK, DON'T...
OMG, SO THERE I AM CRYING :( WHEN A MODELING AGENCY CALLS…N I LIKE HAD SUCH THE WORST ATTITUDE. THEY CALLED I DIDN’T ANSWER AND THEY CALLED AGAIN…N I WAS LIKE UMM TANIA(IDK I DON;T SAVE NUMBERS TOO LAZY) N IT’S THE AGENCY FUCKING WOW. SO IM LIKE IN TEARS, I TOTALLY HAD TO GATHER MYSELF. AND THE LADY WANTED TO SEE ME LIKE TMRRW. NEEDLESS TO SAY CUZ IM DISTRAUGHT I LIKE WONT...
australianlove:
+ i’m not pretty + i’m not careful
+ i’m not funny + i’m not dependable
+ i’m not smart + i’m not obedient
+ i’m not nice + i’m not comforting
+ i’m not creative + i’m not easy
+ i’m not organized + i’m not coordinated
+ i’m not...
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OMFG
THIS PAST 2 WEEKS HAVE BEEN A BITCHSLAP TO MY FACE. SEVERAL TIMES. LIKE I’VE HONESTLY BEEN GOING THRU A MULTITUDE OF EMOTIONS UP AND DOWN, LIKE A FUCKING TRAIN IN SAN FRANSICO. WHEN DID I ALLOW MYSELF TO BE SO EMOTIONALLY DISTRAUGHT? POSSIBLY CUZ I AM IN LOVE…YEAH THTS THE SHIT THEY DON’T TELL YOU WHEN YOU GO OUT AND BUY/START ONE (CAR METAPHOR). ITS LIKE YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS...
August 2010
MOST AMAZING ANSWER EVER
Hmmmm what should i wear to work today?….
Uhm the victorian whore’s uniform
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TO SIMPLYNAE HOPE U FEEL BETTER
Listen here illness
Time to get down to business
I got things to do
Time to waste, Time to face
Bed rest, No way! I got a test.
I need to go, I need to leave
Headache, side ache, face ache
Where’s my medic
Fluids-Liquids, meds and FDA’S
Time ticks away
Hopefully tomorrow I will be freed
-<3 kiri
HEY WHAT'S THAT ON THE FLOOR?
OH YEAH YOUR FUCKING DIGNITY. PICK IT UP SKANK BITCH HOE.
YOUR DONE FOR!
cocaineaddiction asked: my BFF forgot all about me!!!! *runs away*
WOW I FEEL BETTER. GZEE IT FEELS GOOD TO BREATH...
the-jazz-cafe asked: And how are you today? :)
GOD! IM JUS SAYING
I HAVE LITTLE TIME TO HATE PPL BUT THIS PERSON REALLY PISSES ME OFF (HATE HIM).
JUST HIM CALLING ME AND SAYING SOMETHING TOLD HIM TO CALL ME… WTF WHO? CUZ IT SURE AS HELL WASN’T ME. AND NOW HIS TRYING TO GIVE ME MOTIVATION AND CALLING IT _____(INSERT HIS NAME THERE) MOTIVATION. UGH BITCH WHY DO U ALWAYS STALK ME? THIS IS WHY I DON’T LIKE PPL HERE. AND OMG HOW DOES HE EVEN KNOW...
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Love Life's Uncertainty
Today a fight
Emotions they drain
I try to hide
No where left to escape
I wonder, I ponder
Will I succumb to the same fate as before?
Tomorrow again
Never ending disdain
It’s hard to feel safe
in my arms becomes IN HIS ARMS
I’ve been here - Now I break
This constant retake
fills me with doubt
Help…
Can I stop?
- kiri
ohshitlvt asked: hahah oh yeahh. I guess a broken heart does mean bad.
le-fvck asked: :D - oh and you call me Tye!
le-fvck asked: indeed :)
what ever you need, I'm your guy!
what ever you need, I'm your guy!
ohshitlvt asked: lol but the post that said "Getting a guy like YOU liking a girl like ME is nearly impossible </3" isnt bad (:
le-fvck asked: NP =)
Less I can do for all the advice you gave me and the kind things you say!
Less I can do for all the advice you gave me and the kind things you say!
ohshitlvt asked: lol what do you mean "Noooo leilani"??
MY FRIEND IS SIGH
So this is how this just went down on SKYPE
JALEN: HAVE YOU EVER HAD A ONE NIGHT STAND?
ME: UMM HOLD ON IMMA TYPE THIS (SO I TYPE)
JALEN: OH LORD I BET THIS AINT GOOD
ME: I HAVE! AND IT LEAD TO A RELATIONSHIP, -___- YOU KNOW I DONT DO THOSE
JALEN: WAS THERE ANY SEX INVOLVED?
ME: UMM LOL DUH, THTS WHY IT’S CALLED THT, YOU DON’T JUST STAND AT NIGHT ONE TIME.
(LAUGHTER WHICH MEANT...
IF YOU WERE HERE...
Ill LET THE DOTS EXPLAIN THE REST
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ITS OFFICIAL
I LITERALLY HAVE NO LIFE. UGH, IF IM NOT WORKING I AM BASICALLY FINDING EVERY FAULT ON MY BODY, EVERY THING SADDENS ME AND I THINK ABT EATING -_-, and as all my friends are in college or uni watever im like not. I still have to read up on college stuff so i dont feel dumb and i dont talk to my friends cuz i have shit to say anyway. How fantastic. FUCK THIS SHIT!!! MY LIFE is so at a fork in the...
leplastiquemind asked: http://thosetimesinlife.tumblr.com/post/980290008/jusabadangel-fuckyeahcreezy
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Cross the line if you have a cutting/suicide issue...
tdfsayshi:
brookerbearx3:
(via crossstheline)
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you n ur best cute. let have a 3sum?
umm which one lol, I have a lost of cute best? friends is what i think ur suggesting
TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
annthoonyy asked: Your Cute C(: Aha
I know this is like really random but can i ask for you aim, Or skype or something so we can chat later?
I know this is like really random but can i ask for you aim, Or skype or something so we can chat later?
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everybody masturbates
ok lol. well yeah perhaps. I of course just masturbated in my mind and came out of my mouth 2 secs ago
TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
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i wanna fuck !
go to 1800-fuck-alot
TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
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i hit ya inbox u aint reply
umm where exactly? n calm the fuck down I have things to do
TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
I GOT 99 PROBLEMS BUT A DICK AINT ONE
– A FRIEND OF MINE (LOL JAY Z U GET NO CREDIT BITCH)
@najmaah
I know. tonight i feel extra inspired to pour my heart out at certain things, I wrote abt death in the earlier poem. very therapeutic in fact.
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HUNGER
You feed, you kill
How can you feel?
You feast, be fill
This is surreal
Outside they dream
of anything…
Inside you scheme
of gaining…
WE NEED TO FUCKING STOP WASTING.
(WRITTEN CUZ I FEEL A LOT OF PPL DON’T REALISE THERE PPL WHO DONT HAVE FOOD EVERY DAY N WE CAN DO SOMETHING ABT IT)
- kiri
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Release
Tonight you come
I fear, I run
In a world so dead
You come to claim
Why am I so afraid
It happens everyday
I hear, I see
Nothing to me - I feel
Until, once a friend, a member falters
It hits me… I AM
NO DIFFERENT..
Tonight you come
I fear, but I shall not run
- kiri ( written in memory of my cousin)
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LET ME DIE
LET THESE CRIMSON TEARS DRY FROM MY EYES
TAKE MY BLOOD DRENCHED RAPTURED HEART
BATTERED, BEATEN, MANGLED AND TORN
ENCASE MY TORMENTED MEMORIES IN AN EFFERVESCENT TOMB
LET MY UNREQUITED DESIRES FESTER AND FUEL THE POISON
THAT THRIVES WITHIN MY VAINS
LEAD MY ENVIOUS SOUL TO IT’S FINAL ABODE…
-kiri and Greg ( i miss him he brought out the creativeness in me)
WARNING
I AM ABT TO POST SOMETHING THAT WILL BITCHSLAP YOU IN THE FACE, PUNCH YOU IN YOUR MOUTH, FUCK THE LIVING SOUL OUT OF YOU, MOLEST EVERY INCH OF YOUR SKIN, AND RAPE 2 OF YOUR SENSES IF NOT 3
breathebri asked: Thank you , I will definitely keep that in mind : )
Oh alright. I read the new poem that you posted. I like that too.
Oh alright. I read the new poem that you posted. I like that too.
breathebri asked: Ugh, I need that. Im all sick & stuff. Eh, this isn't pleasing at all.
How was your day though?
How was your day though?
giamanimeentenderia-deactivated asked: ill give you some names, you search for it, right? mateus verdelho, edilson nascimento, miro moreira, cauã raymond, kayky brito, patrick leoni, oliver tie, reynaldo gianechini, bira vaz, ricardo villani, evandro soldati, evandro silveira. a mix of models and porn actors for you. :)
breathebri asked: I seen the comment that you left on my post. Thanks for being concerned.
Anonymous asked: You seem very into yourself just a thing I noticed
Anonymous asked: when are you gonna give me some of that...