September 2010
I WEAR BLK MASCARA,MY LIFE IS DRAMATIC OK, DON'T...
OMG, SO THERE I AM CRYING :( WHEN A MODELING AGENCY CALLS…N I LIKE HAD SUCH THE WORST ATTITUDE. THEY CALLED I DIDN’T ANSWER AND THEY CALLED AGAIN…N I WAS LIKE UMM TANIA(IDK I DON;T SAVE NUMBERS TOO LAZY) N IT’S THE AGENCY FUCKING WOW. SO IM LIKE IN TEARS, I TOTALLY HAD TO GATHER MYSELF. AND THE LADY WANTED TO SEE ME LIKE TMRRW. NEEDLESS TO SAY CUZ IM DISTRAUGHT I LIKE WONT...
Sep 1st
australianlove: + i’m not pretty                      + i’m not careful + i’m not funny                       + i’m not dependable + i’m not smart                       + i’m not obedient + i’m not nice                         + i’m not comforting + i’m not creative                    + i’m not easy + i’m not organized                  + i’m not coordinated + i’m not...
Sep 1st
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OMFG
THIS PAST 2 WEEKS HAVE BEEN A BITCHSLAP TO MY FACE. SEVERAL TIMES. LIKE I’VE HONESTLY BEEN GOING THRU A MULTITUDE OF EMOTIONS UP AND DOWN, LIKE A FUCKING TRAIN IN SAN FRANSICO. WHEN DID I ALLOW MYSELF TO BE SO EMOTIONALLY DISTRAUGHT? POSSIBLY CUZ I AM IN LOVE…YEAH THTS THE SHIT THEY DON’T TELL YOU WHEN YOU GO OUT AND BUY/START ONE (CAR METAPHOR). ITS LIKE YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS...
Sep 1st
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August 2010
Aug 31st
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MOST AMAZING ANSWER EVER
Hmmmm what should i wear to work today?…. Uhm the victorian whore’s uniform
Aug 31st
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TO SIMPLYNAE HOPE U FEEL BETTER
Listen here illness Time to get down to business I got things to do Time to waste, Time to face Bed rest, No way! I got a test. I need to go, I need to leave Headache, side ache, face ache Where’s my medic Fluids-Liquids, meds and FDA’S Time ticks away Hopefully tomorrow I will be freed -<3 kiri
Aug 31st
HEY WHAT'S THAT ON THE FLOOR?
OH YEAH YOUR FUCKING DIGNITY. PICK IT UP SKANK BITCH HOE. YOUR DONE FOR!
Aug 31st
cocaineaddiction asked: my BFF forgot all about me!!!! *runs away*
Aug 31st
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WOW I FEEL BETTER. GZEE IT FEELS GOOD TO BREATH...
Aug 31st
the-jazz-cafe asked: And how are you today? :)
Aug 31st
GOD! IM JUS SAYING
I HAVE LITTLE TIME TO HATE PPL BUT THIS PERSON REALLY PISSES ME OFF (HATE HIM). JUST HIM CALLING ME AND SAYING SOMETHING TOLD HIM TO CALL ME… WTF WHO? CUZ IT SURE AS HELL WASN’T ME. AND NOW HIS TRYING TO GIVE ME MOTIVATION AND CALLING IT  _____(INSERT HIS NAME THERE) MOTIVATION. UGH BITCH WHY DO U ALWAYS STALK ME? THIS IS WHY I DON’T LIKE PPL HERE. AND OMG HOW DOES HE EVEN KNOW...
Aug 31st
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Love Life's Uncertainty
Today a fight Emotions they drain I try to hide No where left to escape I wonder, I ponder Will I succumb to the same fate as before? Tomorrow again Never ending disdain It’s hard to feel safe in my arms becomes IN HIS ARMS I’ve been here - Now I break This constant retake fills me with doubt Help… Can I stop? - kiri
Aug 31st
ohshitlvt asked: hahah oh yeahh. I guess a broken heart does mean bad.
Aug 31st
le-fvck asked: :D - oh and you call me Tye!
Aug 31st
le-fvck asked: indeed :)
what ever you need, I'm your guy!
Aug 30th
ohshitlvt asked: lol but the post that said "Getting a guy like YOU liking a girl like ME is nearly impossible </3" isnt bad (:
Aug 30th
le-fvck asked: NP =)

Less I can do for all the advice you gave me and the kind things you say!
Aug 30th
ohshitlvt asked: lol what do you mean "Noooo leilani"??
Aug 30th
MY FRIEND IS SIGH
So this is how this just went down on SKYPE JALEN: HAVE YOU EVER HAD A ONE NIGHT STAND? ME: UMM HOLD ON IMMA TYPE THIS (SO I TYPE) JALEN: OH LORD I BET THIS AINT GOOD ME: I HAVE! AND IT LEAD TO A RELATIONSHIP, -___- YOU KNOW I DONT DO THOSE JALEN: WAS THERE ANY SEX INVOLVED? ME: UMM LOL DUH, THTS WHY IT’S CALLED THT, YOU DON’T JUST STAND AT NIGHT ONE TIME. (LAUGHTER WHICH MEANT...
Aug 30th
IF YOU WERE HERE...
Ill LET THE DOTS EXPLAIN THE REST
Aug 30th
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ITS OFFICIAL
I LITERALLY HAVE NO LIFE. UGH, IF IM NOT WORKING I AM BASICALLY FINDING EVERY FAULT ON MY BODY, EVERY THING SADDENS ME AND I THINK ABT EATING -_-, and as all my friends are in college or uni watever im like not. I still have to read up on college stuff so i dont feel dumb and i dont talk to my friends cuz i have shit to say anyway. How fantastic. FUCK THIS SHIT!!! MY LIFE is so at a fork in the...
Aug 30th
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leplastiquemind asked: http://thosetimesinlife.tumblr.com/post/980290008/jusabadangel-fuckyeahcreezy
-___-
Aug 30th
Aug 30th
Cross the line if you have a cutting/suicide issue...
tdfsayshi: brookerbearx3: (via crossstheline)
Aug 30th
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you n ur best cute. let have a 3sum?
umm which one lol, I have a lost of cute best? friends is what i think ur suggesting TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
Aug 30th
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annthoonyy asked: Your Cute C(: Aha
I know this is like really random but can i ask for you aim, Or skype or something so we can chat later?
Aug 30th
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everybody masturbates
ok lol. well yeah perhaps. I of course just masturbated in my mind and came out of my mouth 2 secs ago TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
Aug 30th
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i wanna fuck !
go to 1800-fuck-alot TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
Aug 30th
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i hit ya inbox u aint reply
umm where exactly? n calm the fuck down I have things to do TAKE A CHANCE U STUPID $#!T
Aug 30th
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“I GOT 99 PROBLEMS BUT A DICK AINT ONE”
– A FRIEND OF MINE (LOL JAY Z U GET NO CREDIT BITCH)
Aug 30th
@najmaah
I know. tonight i feel extra inspired to pour my heart out at certain things, I wrote abt death in the earlier poem. very therapeutic in fact.
Aug 30th
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HUNGER
You feed, you kill How can you feel? You feast, be fill This is surreal Outside they dream of anything… Inside you scheme of gaining… WE NEED TO FUCKING STOP WASTING. (WRITTEN CUZ I FEEL A LOT OF PPL DON’T REALISE THERE PPL WHO DONT HAVE FOOD EVERY DAY N WE CAN DO SOMETHING ABT IT) - kiri
Aug 30th
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Release
Tonight you come I fear, I run In a world so dead You come to claim Why am I so afraid It happens everyday I hear, I see Nothing to me - I feel Until, once a friend, a member falters It hits me… I AM NO DIFFERENT.. Tonight you come I fear, but I shall not run - kiri ( written in memory of my cousin)
Aug 30th
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LET ME DIE
LET THESE CRIMSON TEARS DRY FROM MY EYES TAKE MY BLOOD DRENCHED RAPTURED HEART BATTERED, BEATEN, MANGLED AND TORN ENCASE MY TORMENTED MEMORIES IN AN EFFERVESCENT TOMB LET MY UNREQUITED DESIRES FESTER AND FUEL THE POISON THAT THRIVES WITHIN MY VAINS LEAD MY ENVIOUS SOUL TO IT’S FINAL ABODE… -kiri and Greg ( i miss him he brought out the creativeness in me)
Aug 30th
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WARNING
I AM ABT TO POST SOMETHING THAT WILL BITCHSLAP YOU IN THE FACE, PUNCH YOU IN YOUR MOUTH, FUCK THE LIVING SOUL OUT OF YOU, MOLEST EVERY INCH OF YOUR SKIN, AND RAPE 2 OF YOUR SENSES IF NOT 3
Aug 30th
breathebri asked: Thank you , I will definitely keep that in mind : )

Oh alright. I read the new poem that you posted. I like that too.
Aug 30th
breathebri asked: Ugh, I need that. Im all sick & stuff. Eh, this isn't pleasing at all.

How was your day though?
Aug 30th
giamanimeentenderia-deactivated asked: ill give you some names, you search for it, right? mateus verdelho, edilson nascimento, miro moreira, cauã raymond, kayky brito, patrick leoni, oliver tie, reynaldo gianechini, bira vaz, ricardo villani, evandro soldati, evandro silveira. a mix of models and porn actors for you. :)
Aug 30th
breathebri asked: I seen the comment that you left on my post. Thanks for being concerned.
Aug 30th
Anonymous asked: You seem very into yourself just a thing I noticed
Aug 30th
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Anonymous asked: when are you gonna give me some of that...
Aug 30th