MY GORGEOUS SELF INDULGENCE

aavionn:

aavionn:

i think some gay men are afraid to be men.

MEN. men are typically looked at to be strong and prideful in everything they do. you can run underneath them for shelter and protection. theyll chase you, keep you on your toes..take care of you. broader and bigger. i think some gays are just afraid of taking that role. since some of them (normally the youngest ones) think like their GIRLS, not women, they think its cute to act petite and weak. prissy and above others. why? i know growing up gay its hard to find who you are or who you want to be but why, if you care enough for a special person, would you sit around and let them slip away from you because, ‘thats something i dont do. im not a chaser, im the one being chased.’  :|

i cant find the words to really describe what im trying to say. so i sound a little vague..sorry. but i just feel like the gays need to man up. like…MAN THE FUCK UP. stop walking around like a little girl. naive and literally stupid. in a gay relationship there are two men..right? not a man and a manlier man… youre a man. he’s a man. stop wanting to be treated like a fucking princess. if you have something good/GREAT/ME dont let that shit go because, like a prissy ass cunt princess, you want to be the chased. it doesnt work like that. youre a weak son of a bitch lol.. im not talking about anyone in particular, im talking to a group. instead of taking pride in dangerous, deadly, irresponsible, and unintelligible behavior..

take pride in being a fucking man. 

OH and please feel free to reblog this :)

truths 

You are thoughtful and pretty attractive in a non-attractive way to me at least. I find it really pleasing when you text me and ask me if I’m busy, then you call. I love when you get mad when I don’t answer or when you tell me to call you back but whenever I take more than a minute you get pissed. Haha it’s so cute; to think that you would act like that is unbelievable if it were anyone else…but with me you show your true nature which many might not appreciate being that you can come off as a big asshole. I find it endearing. I noticed the other day we had gone 2 days without talking or texting or anything and It was to my dismay that I allowed that to happen. It wasn’t intentional, I merely was preoccupied with work and life. Of course you understand…not! Although I am still glad you called and didn’t want to get off the phone with me. I like to hear you talk, the silences we had that day didn’t help. You were tired and I was drugged up. Lets not have those again. 

P.S. You always make my day even now.

IT’S GROSS AS FUCK

AND OLD AS HELL LIKE NOT EVEN THIS YEAR OLD

Rihanna hand selected London model Dudley O’shaughnessy to be in WE FOUND LOVE video. Also that the two are very smitted with each other :O fuck chris brown. Dudley is the shit 

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