This month I’ve learned that people or humans aren’t meant to have nice things especially youthful people because they fuck things up. Having 2 baby rabbits die less than 5 weeks apart really has put in perspective that I will never allow people to harm even a hair on my children or animals in the future. Let alone allow people to assume responsibilities for them when they cannot handle them. Note to fucking self: Don’t share anything with anyone because people can’t handle things with care. UGHNAKDSNCFIEIEJW[FIJWMADNHPJVF PISSED & GROWING FURTHER PISSED.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occurs to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experience can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you but because in the way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things. Appreciate every moment and take those moments in everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to explain it again. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and love with it absolutely no regrets. And learn a lesson in life each day that you live.
ya okay so getting sworn into airforce like tmrrw just wanted to let you know so i wont be like on for some days and such. kthnx
oh and P.S. my phone service is off lol bummer but you can call me.